edge of a breakdown

rip me, tear me, break me
shred my life to bits
lie to me, stab my back
poison me with your tainted kiss
shame on me? shame on you
for all the torment you put me through
shoot me down with blaming eyes
make me feel guilty
while you ignore my shrieks and cries

stab me, slap me, hurt me
make me choke on insecurities
losing my voice
your guitless form
my one and only choice

fill me, sell me, kill me
tear me all apart
drag me down, whisper sweet nothings
that i know aren’t true in my heart

feeding me lies and fake promises
‘til i’m head over heels for you
remind me of the heart you’re healing
ignoring my screams and saying
“nothing’s rape when you’re willing”
but we all know it’s me that you’re drowning and killing.