rip me, tear me, break me
shred my life to bits
lie to me, stab my back
poison me with your tainted kiss
shame on me? shame on you
for all the torment you put me through
shoot me down with blaming eyes
make me feel guilty
while you ignore my shrieks and cries
stab me, slap me, hurt me
make me choke on insecurities
losing my voice
your guitless form
my one and only choice
fill me, sell me, kill me
tear me all apart
drag me down, whisper sweet nothings
that i know aren’t true in my heart
feeding me lies and fake promises
‘til i’m head over heels for you
remind me of the heart you’re healing
ignoring my screams and saying
“nothing’s rape when you’re willing”
but we all know it’s me that you’re drowning and killing.
i honestly feel like my friends don’t know me at all, and i want to change that. ask me whatever question you want to, regardless of the topic. regardless of how inappropriate it may be. ask me, and i’ll answer.
Comments ANYONE?First Tom Felton, now her? No way. She doesn’t even like Twilight.
holy FUCK no. she’s an anti-twilighter and just….no. ». kate= Kristen Bell.
ahhh, kristen bell as kate = <33333333333333333333333333333
i hardly ever update this thing, but i feel right now is the time where i just need to vent about everything because i’m still in a terrible fucking mood. i apparently have “fuck me over” written across my forhead, because it’s what happens everytime that i start to fall for someone. taylor, aka my first serious boyfriend; i lost my virginity to him, and then he broke up with me two weeks later. sad part is? he’d been my best friend for almost ten years. then i meet jon, and i think he’s different. we were together for almost two years, engaged for almost a year, and what happens? i got fucked over in the end; broken up with over a text message, and i didn’t even get a reason. so instead of being depressed over it, i decided to not think about it. i never even cried, because i focused on my friends instead of being upset. then i meet danny, and i think everything’s going well. he sends me cute text messages talking about how “i’m a one in a million kind of girl,” and that i’ll be in his dreams because i’m “on his mind a lot.” so i, of course, fall harder, like the fucking idiot i am. and what happens? i get fucked over. again. i, like the idiot i am, had sex with him and thought that it meant something. it did to me, not so much to him because guess what? fucker stopped talking to me that same day, and then goes and gets a girlfriend. and it’s not even just guys. the people i used to think were my best friends? yeah, they talked shit behind my back and didn’t think i would find out. and you know what? i’m so fucking tired of being the girl everyone decides to walk all over. i’m done. fuck guys, fuck relationships, and fuck friends who do nothing but talk shit. you can get out of my life, kthnx. on a lighter note, thank you to the few people i talked to that let me vent to them and said something that made me smile, or made me laugh. you know who you are <3
I‘ve never watched Titanic.
I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice.
I’ve never been drunk.
I’ve never played Laser Tag.
I’ve never skipped in a public place.
I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment.
I’ve never cried over a movie.
I’ve never cried reading a book.
I’ve never cried while watching a TV show.
I’ve never owned a music player.
I’ve never made a Twitter.
I’ve never read anything by Charles Dickens.
I’ve never been in love.
I’ve never skipped school.
I’ve never owned a rabbit.
I’ve never sang solo in front of a crowd of 100+ people.
I’ve never played Guitar Hero.
I’ve never had more than four siblings.
I’ve never jumped off a swing.
I’ve never been camping.
I’ve never watched an episode of QI.
I’ve never watched a Heath Ledger movie.
I’ve never watched High School Musical.
I’ve never made a sibling cry.
I’ve never stolen anything.
I’ve never broken the law.
I’ve never jumped in the sea fully clothed.
I’ve never read the Bible.
I’ve never passed on a chain letter.
I’ve never met a celebrity.
I’ve never written fanfiction.
I’ve never gone scuba diving.
I’ve never dyed my hair.
I’ve never had a tattoo.
I’ve never watched WWE on TV.
I’ve never taken part in a sports contest.
I’ve never been to a football match.
I’ve never danced to a Michael Jackson song.
I’ve never watched a sunset.
I’ve never played a musical instrument.
I’ve never sky dived.
I’ve never eaten fish.
I’ve never read Twilight.
I’ve never punched someone.
I’ve never swam with a dolphin.
I’ve never broken a bone.
I’ve never danced well.
I’ve never been arrested.
I’ve never owned a Playstation Three.
I’ve never watched a Batman movie.
I’ve never sang at a Karaoke Night.